I like who you are, Wilkes said, the fucking liar. He didn't know who Tim was, for all his pretty words. He wouldn't like him if he knew the truth of it all.
(It still sent a thrill through his chest; left him uncomfortable with the compliment of it.)
But then came those soft words, and the soft touch, and Tim nearly wanted to crawl out of his own skin for the softness of it all. He didn't move in actuality – his spine stiffened, and he froze like a rabbit under a dog's curious jaws, but he didn't move. It was a reaction he wasn't proud of; was even less proud of how his back arced away from those wandering hands, before he could think to stop himself.
"I'm not nervous," he protested sourly, for all that it was rather the wrong take-away from the entire exchanged. Swallowing hard, he allowed his gaze to fall to Wilkes' tie; hesitantly tugged at it, searching for approval in the other man's expression, trying to prove the point. His lips were a thin line as he forced the words out in answer to the offer. "It's easier to be told to do something, or be made to do it. I– I've never been treated that way, pushed against a wall and... And I liked it."
The thin grimace had softened into a thoughtful frown by the time he lifted his gaze again properly, considering what Wilkes had said. "You'll call your dogs off?" Hope wasn't allowed to enter his voice, but the possibility of that admission surprised him. Tim had no idea what other ground rules Wilkes might mean.
(It still sent a thrill through his chest; left him uncomfortable with the compliment of it.)
But then came those soft words, and the soft touch, and Tim nearly wanted to crawl out of his own skin for the softness of it all. He didn't move in actuality – his spine stiffened, and he froze like a rabbit under a dog's curious jaws, but he didn't move. It was a reaction he wasn't proud of; was even less proud of how his back arced away from those wandering hands, before he could think to stop himself.
"I'm not nervous," he protested sourly, for all that it was rather the wrong take-away from the entire exchanged. Swallowing hard, he allowed his gaze to fall to Wilkes' tie; hesitantly tugged at it, searching for approval in the other man's expression, trying to prove the point. His lips were a thin line as he forced the words out in answer to the offer. "It's easier to be told to do something, or be made to do it. I– I've never been treated that way, pushed against a wall and... And I liked it."
The thin grimace had softened into a thoughtful frown by the time he lifted his gaze again properly, considering what Wilkes had said. "You'll call your dogs off?" Hope wasn't allowed to enter his voice, but the possibility of that admission surprised him. Tim had no idea what other ground rules Wilkes might mean.
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