His mouth opened, shut; opened again. The words were there, at the very entrance of his throat. But they stuck, barbed and sour, and the humiliation built even as so too the arousal did. Tim was well aware of what Wilkes wanted, the point of it all; in that moment he hated the other man far more for that than any other transgression he'd ever made against his fellow man.
"Don't call me that," he answered lowly instead, finding comfort in the old and easy ways of anger. The stiffening of the cock being pressed against him hadn't been missed, either, and equal parts trepidation and incredulousness greeted that realization. "Just do it," he bit out miserably, for all that his hips pushed back against the other man.
He couldn't say the words. He simply couldn't – Tim had said far worse, done far worse, in the name of his investigations, in the name of his gang, in the name of his own damn anger. Even if it had been a simpering limp-wristed nancy under him instead, he might have managed to say it. That it was another man behind him, that he was the simpering limp-wristed nancy, was offensive enough to his better sensibilities.
... But the weight against him, the hand on his groin, the warm breath against his skin – all conspired to fuel his worst nature, and though he pressed his forehead so harshly against the wall that the grain would surely embed itself against his skin, he finally fairly ground the words out: "Fuck me, alright? Or can't you get it up?"
"Don't call me that," he answered lowly instead, finding comfort in the old and easy ways of anger. The stiffening of the cock being pressed against him hadn't been missed, either, and equal parts trepidation and incredulousness greeted that realization. "Just do it," he bit out miserably, for all that his hips pushed back against the other man.
He couldn't say the words. He simply couldn't – Tim had said far worse, done far worse, in the name of his investigations, in the name of his gang, in the name of his own damn anger. Even if it had been a simpering limp-wristed nancy under him instead, he might have managed to say it. That it was another man behind him, that he was the simpering limp-wristed nancy, was offensive enough to his better sensibilities.
... But the weight against him, the hand on his groin, the warm breath against his skin – all conspired to fuel his worst nature, and though he pressed his forehead so harshly against the wall that the grain would surely embed itself against his skin, he finally fairly ground the words out: "Fuck me, alright? Or can't you get it up?"
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