Written by Levi since 06 Dec 2024, 01:43

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Introduction

About

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Pedro Pascal

Visible Age

Early 40s

Hair

Brown-black, long enough to show gentle curls

Eyes

Brown-black

Height

5'7"

Build

Slim, just shy of unhealthily so
Appearance

Notable Features

❧ A carefully-trimmed moustache and chinstrap beard that steadfastly refuses to grow into anything else
❧ Irises so dark that one cannot easily tell them apart from his pupils, and yet in the proper lighting take on a warm, rich brown
❧ A faded tattoo on the inside of his left arm, depicting a most buxom mermaid
❧ Rarely dresses according to English fashions, instead preferring the clothing styles of India and Persia
❧ Has a fondness for jewelry, and rarely is seen without several rings, wrist bangles, a necklace, and at least one earring

Personal Style

Occupation

Playwright, composer

Property

Relationship Status

Publicly Involved
Circumstances

Currently

Rafael has been seized by the passion of creation. He dedicates much of his time to writing a new opera, with his usual soirees and other hobbies falling by the wayside for now.

Health & Capabilities

Socioeconomics

Skills & Talents

❧ Written and published several collections of poetry, to mixed reviews
❧ Composer and writer of El velo del cielo, a popular opera that was widely performed across Europe for about a decade before somewhat falling out of favor
❧ Often writes for the Royal Victoria Theater
❧ One-time street performer, who is not quite as flexible as he once was, but may still tumble and flip decently, if the mood strikes him
❧ Dances well, with much energy, if not particularly refined technique; is skilled enough to manage a few English ball dances, and to convey his artistic direction to the professional dancers who perform his works
❧ Accomplished, if mostly self-taught, musician and composer; plays most stringed instruments tolerably well and keyboards very competently, though has little experience with woodwinds or brass instruments

Present Relationships

Adoptive Father — Brother Gregori Lazzari; an Italian Franciscan monk who took it upon himself to raise the newborn baby found upon his church's step.
Paramour — Nellie Jones; in turn nightmare, muse, confidant, enemy... She inspires and frustrates him dearly, as he does for her in turn
He/him ∙ Male

Nationality

Spanish

Nicknames

Rafa

Archetype

The Creator

Sexuality

Bisexual
Identity

Hobbies

The obvious, of course: poetry, music, the fluidity of the human form and psyche, art in any shape or form... Rafa is also a man of deep passions, and what interests him can be completely consuming, to the point of obsession — until his passion wanes again, and he finds himself utterly bored by what once so thoroughly moved him. Generally, anything that moves him is likely to command his attention for at the very least a short time; people, yes, if they are singular and provocative in some fashion. Writing, always, and he does not shy away from reading things out of hate rather than love.

Lately he has also found a new infatuation with painting and flower arrangement. (For a short while he also was interested in the secrets of embroidery, but the needle found skin far more often than fabric, and he threw the entire hobby away in disgust for his wounded pride and fingers.)

Date of Birth

18 August 1846
Background

History

Rafael de la Cruz was born nameless and without parents, and simply began existing the moment he was left on the doorstep of a Franciscan priory (Santa María de los Ángeles) in Barcelona, Spain. There was nothing to indicate who his parents had been, nor why he was abandoned. He was not deformed or sickly, and the blanket and basket in which he was swaddled were of middling to cheap make — the kind of thing one could find at almost any market in the city.

With the aid of a midwife and wet nurse, one of the brothers took it upon himself to raise the child. Brother Gregori Lazzari was an Italian friar who had come to Santa María de los Ángeles to replace a brother who had passed, and had remained due to the favorable weather and the love he found for the community around the priory. It was he who named Rafael, and he who became determined to raise the boy. God had provided the child, he would say; surely it was not their place to defy God's wishes.

As Rafael grew, Brother Gregori did his best to ensure the boy was taught the love and word of God. At his insistence, Rafa learned his letters and some figures, but most important of all, he learned to love music. The priory had only a single small bell and a choir accompanied by Brother Gregori's guitar, but not far from it was a plaza where musicians would often play for coins and notoriety. Between his father and the plaza, Rafael learned guitar and to sing, and embraced his love of music.

As he grew older, he also began to write obsessively. Poems, short stories, grand tales... Anything that caught his imagination he would scribble down – and often would just as eagerly scratch it out in frustration. It was in his early teens that his temperament shifted, becoming more mercurial and extreme. Brother Gregori did his best to ensure that Rafael was content with his life, even if he could not offer (and indeed, did not wish to offer) the kind of luxuries the boy sighed over. It was this, and Rafael's burgeoning eye for the dancing girls of the city, and a dozen other small obsessions and arguments, that began to craft the rift between the young man and his father.

As would become his nature in the future, their fights were often interspersed with a tearful Rafael begging Gregori's forgiveness, and always receiving it. For a time, he would behave, only to once again turn his attentions to his passions – always to his father's disappointment and sorrow.

This was how things progressed, and even once Rafael was no longer living in the priory, his visits back 'home' would often end in arguments. Gregori wished him to make something of his life (and though he was reluctant to admit it, the Italian had always hoped that Rafael would follow in his footsteps and take monastic vows). Rafael wished to write and perform his music and plays, and would openly speak of his dream to be a famous artist. To this end he worked towards having any of his plays performed, and he finally succeeded when he was only seventeen. It was, admittedly, an unprofessional performance put on by the community around the little Franciscan priory, but it was a performance nonetheless.

The success of the local production gave Rafael the courage he needed to visit local theaters, and it was that determination which saw his first commercial success. The play was performed in a small theater, to modest crowds, but it was well-received and encouraged him to continue writing. A dozen operas and plays were begun and abandoned, and three years later Cariño was finally finished and performed at the Teatre Principal. This was the true beginning of his career.

Only a short two years later would he finish his magnum opus: El velo del cielo. An overnight success in Barcelona, it soon took the rest of Spain, and then Europe, by storm. Rafael had enjoyed a small amount of local fame with his other works, but it was El velo del cielo that gave him the recognition he had so long craved. For the next several years he toured Europe, saw the opera translated into Italian and English, and basked in the adoration of it all.

The problem was that each passing year saw less interest in his opera, and no matter the efforts made, there had been no real progress on any other project. There was poetry written, yes, but little else that Rafael was happy with. In time his star faded back to something close to irrelevancy, and he took up residence at the Royal Victoria Theater, in London. There he wrote a number of plays specifically for the theater; mediocre works to help pay his bills and support his overly gregarious habits. It was also there that he met Nellie Jones, a young actress who often acted as his muse.

For the past five years he has resided most commonly at the Vic, and written little he can be proud of. The swings of his mood have more often been brooding and sorrowful, and his writing was increasingly sparse. It had become his intention to return to Spain, and while he would threaten to do so regularly, never had the energy or ambition to see the threats through.

It was only very recently, watching a performance at the Royal Italian Opera, that Rafael has found his muse anew. The passion has reignited in him, and suddenly nothing is more important than finishing his next great work.
Plotting

Romance

When he is in love (which is often), Rafael desires it to be, more than anything, consuming. An infatuation can last a night or a month, but rarely does it last for altogether too long. While it might be just a touch trite, he is a man who values beauty above almost all other things, but beauty is something he defines with a broad brush. What catches his eye from one day to the next is anyone's guess, but he is most enamored by the movement and grace of the human form. Dancers, singers, actresses – all tend to catch his eye as fellow artists and performers, and whose art often includes a kind of masquerade that he also finds appealing. Men are not safe from his infatuations either, with his tastes running similar to how he prefers his women: physical beings, whom he worships and is worshipped by in turn. He has no desire to marry, no reason to marry, and more than anything else, is in love with falling in love.

He does have a longstanding on-and-off-again relationship with Nellie Jones, an actress with the Royal Victoria Theater. They fight as often as they court, and whether or not they are fighting or courting on any given day is anyone's guess.

Friends

Friends come and go extremely easily for Rafael. It takes little for him to consider another a friend, and he is eager to share what he has with anyone who might vaguely qualify as a friend. Much as any part of his life, those who are his friends are a focus of passion, laughter, and gifts. Rafael is not ignorant that these friendships are of convenience, or curiosity, or advantage.

More than anything, though, his friends must be of a similar temperament, or at the very least willing to engage with him at a level of interest similar to his own. Those who are reticent or unwilling to indulge him quickly lose his interest, and are unlikely to be able to regain it.

Anyone able or willing to weather the storm of his emotions, given enough time, will become a true friend of his; someone upon whom he relies, and is willing to be reliable for in turn. These 'true' friends are small in number, and are the rare breed whom he allows to see him at his worst. They are who he might eschew the large-than-life persona for, to whom he might confide in on the darkest of his days.
Kinks
Rafael, to put it extremely bluntly, is a submissive little bisexual cuckold. He finds it extremely gratifying to think of his loved ones finding pleasure, whether it is with him or someone else. For him, there is a small element of humiliation to it, but far more than that is just an overwhelming desire to see his partners entirely taken by passion. To his reckoning, he beds attractive people that others might desire; how is it not empowering, to generously allow others to partake of such beauty and pleasure?

While he often defaults to the role of a bottom submissive, for the right partner Rafael is capable of taking the lead. In such cases, he is a very soft dom. He is not a man who cares for violence in the bedroom or out of it, and while he isn't opposed to things like spanking, generally speaking he is not the man to seek out for anything more extreme.

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